life goes on

Life for me has been interesting to say the least, I have just started another semester of schooling. I'm looking at having no life for 3 long months. Along with the extras, soccer on friday nights, volleyball on monday and thursdays, and church wednesday and sunday, (not an extra but a necessity) I am under going six classes- 17.5 credits, as of right now,  at Kuyper college.

I am amazed what a blessing close friends are, although I don't have a lot of time, its wonderful to talk, and see what the Lord is doing in their lives. The thing I miss the most is having time to do the crazy things... tp, all nighters ect.

My friends are all changing, as well as I am, it's the hardest thing for me to endure at times. The situations in our lives are different, and it gets harder and harder to relate to each other. We all seem to be running in different k-otic directions, but when our paths do cris cross, it seems that i'm so exhausted to exert the energy to maintain the friend time I had before, and be the energetic person that I normally am.

I don't really think that any one is going to read this, because of the new and latest attractions, but if you are/ do I pray daylie for, mara, ruthie, colin, josh, and abby and if you want prayer please let me know, please give me some specific requests, b/c its very hard to pray for the general things.

May God brake our hearts

amanda

thougths

so school is already a 2 weeks in and it feels like its been forever. i just transfered to Kuyper college, and am taking five classes, the home-work is unreal. i feel they are trying to fill us with 2 year of information, in only 6 months, ya not happening. but by Gods grace i will get through it and you ever know  i might learn something.

the one good thing about school is that i get to study th bible every day, all day. i get to learn were and how and who wrote the Bible, i get to trace back and see what is true and what the world wants us to see as truth.

my school is small but its tight, i feel sorta at home , when im not in class i sit on the floor and spred my things out taking what ever space i want,  every one knows everyone, every one helps, every one encourages, what i found is that poeple make a good college, not college makes good people, at cc i didnt have the tightness that i needed. they didnt encourage you at all, infact i founed people frownd on you for doing home work.

sunday night i had a blast

my brother was baptized and my cousin made profession of faith.... go ben,

 then we all when over to my house for food and hang out time, ya k i will skip a head to the night time when it was only colin, mara , calvin and i ... we were all talking to my parents, and then i was like wow we have to play the star game so we all ran out side with, my little sisters and handsome nathan ( my brother) and played the star game... i kinda felt bad for calvin he had to just put up with our randomness, at least it wasn't to bad yet... he taught us this had game were you fold our hands one way and put your pointer fingers on your nose and un tangle your fingers, and it works out, that your hands are untangled with out letting go... i was so confused... it took me for ever to get it and then i still had to be helped... ya im a dork... no worries.

last night we went to the church ball game that was fun i havent been there at all to suport my church, and than some of us when to pastors house,,, we took a walk it was really nice out, the thing was that mara and i arnt really followers so josh took his gang one way and mara, colin and i stad on the rode... we blessed the woods and then almost fell into the lake. we had a rase to see who could walk the fastest on the rail  over the stream, colin lowered him self into the water to see how deep it was, it was deeper than expected.... i just laughed,

i walked back with colin, every one else stayed in the woods, he had to go home, so i had lots of time to sit by the fire, it was good just to sit read some of the bible and pray for my friends, the time went fast even though it was like 30 min , but i was thankful for it

o and than mara and i sat on the swing talking and ben came up with a rolled up paper lit on fire.. i  love that kid...

well im off.....

please let me know that your doing in devotions i would love to hear what God is doing in your life. 

hey every one sorry i havnt been on in a long time, i dont have tons of time to sit by that computer, o by the way i get a new job, im a nanny how cool is that... ya this summer is going to rock, hanging out with three girls 14. 11. and 7 great ages,  thats during the week and than i still have to work cleaning on Saturdays, so o well... but i will have time at night to chill so just give me a call if you want to hang out some time, thanks, hope you have a awesome summer.

dougie